Как насчет "пострадать по ОТП"?

I've got nothing left to live for
Got no reason yet to die
But when I'm standing in the gallows
I'll be staring at the sky
Because no matter where they take me
Death I will survive
And I will never be forgotten
With you by my side

Cause I don't need this life
I just need…

Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When I'm lonely